What is your purpose in life?

Dream school asked me to bring my resume, portfolio and my application to meeting on Thursday.

Might as well tattoo "Self Concious" on my forehead.

My resume is strong, my portfolio is out of date, I haven't finished my application because it askes for a statement of purpose.

How am I supposed to write my purpose in theatre in an elequent and beautiful way when I don't even understand it myself?

I don't know what my purpose is. I couldn't tell you why I NEED to be involved in theatre. I just do.

Crap.

PS. Still haven't started my 12th Night paper, it's due the day I'm at Dream school for a tour. Got distracted with cleaning my desk in the office and playing with my pathetic portfolio.
God I need help.